The Second to the last day of Christmas

I truly will look at Christmas this way forever. I always looked at Christmas as a day. I want to remember, especially this year. Not the actually day. But, the whole Advent season and the time between Christmas and the Epiphany. I couldn't write the last two days. It has been hard to process what each one of my children have been going through this holiday season. To give them each a positive spin on the last two weeks. I could not be any prouder. My daughter Kaylyn is facing a breast cancer diagnosis. The plan is in place. And, this battle should take about a year. It is in both breasts. My son Ian is engaged! We love our new addition to the family, Arielle. The plan is in place. But, no specifics are known yet. I usually write about feelings etc. And, I just can't go there right now. We all are just dealing with all of this as it comes. And, from experience, I have seen a special bond between twins. They feel each others feels, and end up being very supportive of each other. All in all, is we never know what is around the corner. With all of this, I know the stregnth and courage needed to get through all of this, at the same time, is within us all. I am not worried about dealing with things any more, while in isolation. I feel good and strong, and not weak and weepy. Today I am taking down my Christmas decorations. I have created a new magical workspace area facing a window. Kaylyn gave me a Christmas tree made of bird seeds. And, I put it in the tree facing the window. I would like to start nature journaling. With the snow expected tomorrow I want to have all my supplies at the ready. Quote of the day: “To appreciate the beauty of a snowflake, it is necessary to stand out in the cold.” – Aristotle. Song of the day: The Power of Prayer by Bruce Springsteen